InsaneJournal

Current location:	Livingroom
Current mood:	sick
Current music:	Johnny Cash

Another day
I don't update enough.
Flat out.
But here's another attempt...

I'm sick. It blows. I'm spending the day sitting on my ass trying to feel better though because I really CAN'T afford to miss school tomorrow. I've already missed too much. If I don't mount my prints for photo tomorrow they won't be ready for the critique on Tuesday and I'll be ANOTHER critique behind. I can't do that. I really can't.
And I'm sososo pround of my results on this assignment. I like critiques because it gives me a chance to hold my prints up next to everyone else's in the class and really see that I'm getting somewhere as a photographer. It sounds terrible and selfish, but I love it. I guess I need a reminder that I'm good at something...

Today marks two months of Rob and I being together. He surprised me by calling from work when he knew I'd be up. It was really sweet.
He got his license last wednesday. We've already been seeing eachother more, so that's good.
He would be coming over after work today but he's going to be with Kaylee. I'm fine with that. It actually makes me really happy to know that she comes before me, that's the way it should be.
Finally, I found a guy with his priorities straight.

I need to come up with that money for the New York trip with NAHS. I've made a bunch of jewelry and I'm spreading the word around school and shit, but it's slow to start. I guess I just really need to advertise. I wish my camera worked.
More than that, i wish Michael hadn't lost all of my usb cords when he moved around the damn livingroom.
More than that, I wish he'd get off of his ass and help me look for them.
More than that, I wish he'd stop wasting his money on stupid shit and pay for the trip like he said he would months ago so I don't have to scrimp and save to pay for it myself.

That's enough of that.

I've been in a delightful mood for the most part lately. I've been trying again at just not letting shit get to me. It seems to be working pretty well.
The only time it doesn't is when I'm alone and thinking about a certain problem I've been having. Actually, it's not when I'm thinking about a problem, it's when I'm debating with myself over whether or not the 'problem' actually is a problem. It's complicated.
But the only time that I seem to really debate it is when I'm in the shower. So I've been showering less...
That sounds childish, but I don't care, at least I'm being honest.

Aimee, don't trip out and don't spend too much time trying to figure out what it is. When I'm ready to talk about it you'll be the first person that I go to, so just give me time.

Oh shizzz, I have to get off the computer. I'll update again when I can.