InsaneJournal

Current location:	Aimee's
Current mood:	crushed

What the fuck, man?!
Dom pulls these occasional disappearing acts.
They're getting more frequent.
I haven't heard from him in about 28 hours and last night his mother hadn't either. I don't know what's happened since then though...

I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of him being so selfish.
I'm sick of him running off like a little kid with no fucking responsibilities.
I'm sick of him not caring how his actions effect others.
I'm sick of him not thinking of me when he chooses to do shit like this. If he did, he wouldn't do it.
I'm sick of him breaking promises.
I'm sick of him getting everything he wants all the time.
I'm sick of the world revolving around him.
I'm sick of caring for someone that only cares about himself.
I'm sick of not standing my ground.
I'm sick of being the worried girlfriend.
I'm sick of not knowing whether or not I'm sick of being the girlfriend.

Jenny said I need to find a guy that'll kiss the ground I walk on. That would be wonderful.
It's too bad it'll never fucking happen.
Especially not while I'm mixed up with guys like Dom that are too busy running away from their problems.

Why did I fall for him?
I told myself not to.
And it's not that he's completely selfish ALL the time. He's really quite sweet at times.
I'm just not sure of whether or not those times are frequent enough...






I gotta go.