InsaneJournal

Current mood:

content

And den....
7 hours of sleep last night.
I don't feel like a zombie today, I like this lol.
Dom called me at like 1:30 in the morning just to say hi. I love that he does that. It actually helps me fall asleep once we hang up.
He sounded really sad. We were talking about money and I hate conversations like that. I've been paying for the gas and slurpees lately and I think it makes him feel bad. He's getting a few bucks today from his brother's ex (that owes him a bunch of money)and he was saying he wants to go buy the giant zippo (well, the medium one, the BIG one is rediculous lol) from the road show. I said I'd help with gas because he won't have enough for both and I want to go buy drippy candles anyway. That's when he started sounding sad... He said he's not buying the zippo, he'll pay for gas and we'll go buy me a mountain of drippy candles. Guys confuse me. I think it's the natural instinct to 'provide' or whatever. Then he started talking about calling the lawn guys and maybe working for them again. I don't want him to do that, he was miserable doing that shit. If he did that I'd feel like a total jackass because I know he's putting himself through that for me.
Then he went on a cute little rant apologizing for not telling me he loves me more often. I kind of like that he doesn't say it all the time, once or twice a day is plenty. I think Robert and I wore out the meaning in the words, I don't want to do that again.
He kind of cheered up by the time we hung up, but I don't know.

Michael's going to visit mom today. He asked if I had any messages for her. I told him not to tell her I said hi, and if she asked, to tell her I specifically said to not tell her I said hi.

I need to go get ready for work.