InsaneJournal

Current mood:

confused

It's all so strange lately.
It really is.
I'm not sure of how I should feel.
I'm happy, but... it's complicated.
Last night I couldn't sleep. The urge to grab onto something and not let go just wouldn't die down. I felt like I needed stabilization. Realistically I do, but it was, I don't know, it was more than that.
I feel fine now. I feel lovely.
It's almost like I'm fine until I'm alone, that's when it really hits me that I'm alone.
I fear her coming home. I don't know what it's going to be like.
I don't think it'll be well.
Not at all.


I'm trying to stay as positive as possible.
It works most of the time.